Sunday, December 13, 2009

I don't want to be insecure and fearful, sad and confused. I realized that I'm growing more judgmental, critical and selfish as I continue on in my pursuit of human intelligence. It's getting the better of me and it's absolutely disgusting. I don't want to fight for this kind of rights. I don't want to be like this. I hate it. I hate the me I'm becoming. I don't want and will not be like that.

I'm sorry if I've been more aggressive, selfish and disgusting. I'm trying to change. Please guide me and teach me. Sorry for everything I've done to everyone and anyone, knowingly or unknowingly. I'm not the best speaker especially when I start talking about my thoughts and my emotions. My fear of failing people takes over me and that's why I like to close up. I'm sorry I'm like that.

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