Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Uncertainty fills my heart. It's not that I don't know how I feel. It seems like I can't feel anything. That numbing feeling is back I guess. Like a leaf being blown in the wind, my heart seems to have settled for low ground. I can't seem to find a way to make it fly again. That feeling seems to have managed to make room for itself somewhere in me. Not that I said anything about it. I guess I've allowed it to stay just beacuse I didn't put in effort to chase it out.

I feel like a butterfly. Unpredictable death awaits it yet it has a purpose. At the same time, a butterfly represents a new beginning, hope and freedom. Maybe I'll grow my wings sometime soon.

Song of the moment: Owl City, Ocean Eyes - Fireflies

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