With heart

I skipped MedSoc Lecture today.
Bad habits, go away!

Anyway, recently the people I hang out with has been talking about the world ending in 2012 and all that smack. They mentioned a few funny things about it. They talked about the things they would want to do, what they want to say to the people they really wanted to talk to and basically the people they would want to spend time with. Reminds me of my post on ultravioletsunshine.tumblr. It got me thinking about the future, maybe I still be eating dinner alone as mentioned on Monday, 28 December 2009 at 7.04pm. It also got my thinking about my future semi-dream job as a Wedding Planner. Haha! I kind of know what I would do for my wedding invites already. If I get married that is. Haha! I don't know. I guess it's all these thoughts that keep me occupied and keep my mind from wandering into places it shouldn't go to. Or does it? Haha! Whatever lah. This is like random nonsense that is off the top of my mind. But all these thoughts make me miss my friends. Learn to treasure every moment you have left I guess.

Talked to a friend today. Didn't know she was so upset by the things happening around her. I guess to a certain extent it's my fault as well. But I don't know. I know I'm not gifted in academic results. What I have is really something that God has blessed me with. I never intended to fight with anyone for any results or favour from any teacher. But I didn't know I was seen as that big a threat in class. I think that if I don't do well, I will have my reflective moments and beat myself up (sort of) but I really don't intentionally strive to do well I guess. I strive to do my best? (If what I just said even made sense.) If I did my best, the results won't really affect me? I don't know. I'm probably too tired to think about this now. I feel like I'm speaking in circles. But you know you know? I can't express myself well and I'm trying! Shall bookmark this and leave it for another day I guess.

My day has finally ended (: