With heart

Yesterday my mother lied to me. The best part was that she doesn't lie very well. I've been calling her and texting her since 8.30pm all the way till around 9.45pm. She rejected my call. She finally called me at 10pm saying her phone was switched off and only had it switched on when she reached home. But after I told her it's not possible cause she rejeted my phone call. She changed her story to her phone was on silent mode and she only saw her phone when she get back.

I admit I was peeved that I had to go home myself cause the arrangement was that of after her meeting, she'll swing by to fetch me home. So I wasted my time waiting for her to know that she had already reached home. But I'm even more disgusted that she lied. Now how do you expect trust? Why don't you explain?

And I totally don't understand why do I still care about what's going on between you and your other relationships with your friends. I mean, it's not like you even bother about them. Maybe cause I think it's such a waste that our friendship is so terribly fake right now that I would willing do things that would save your other friendships. I know that you don't even bother or would appreciate this but I guess after getting to know you, I don't want you to go back to the person you used to be. Just that it's more religious (if I may). Please, get your head straight. You're giving up the people that stood by you during the time when you were the most horrible person on earth for the people that may very well only know the angelic side of you. Seriously. But then again, its not my place to know and say. What to do? What to do.