What does it mean to be happy? I guess society has defined happiness for each and everyone of us. Finding love, doing things you enjoy, making friends and for some of us, it may even be being successful. But what does it really mean to be happy? And what's the difference between joy and happiness?
I don't know why am I even thinking about this but I guess sometimes I just find myself asking am I happy? Am I happy with where I am? Am I happy with what I do? Am I really happy?
I guess all of us feel happy doing different things. Some feel happier eating ice cream, some feel happier listening to people, some feel happier after spending their day out with their loved one/s, some feel happier after drowning their sorrows in alcohol, some smoke, some take drugs, some like to feel pain, some induce pain on others to feel happier. Honestly, I don't know what makes me happy. It varies so much I really don't know. I guess I'm happy when people are happy.
But all I know is that I'm feeling anything but happy now and I don't know why. Maybe cause it's so confusing! >:( I feel so daft ):
Sometimes, I semi-wish that I could switch on the "Invisible" function on GoogleTalk/ "Appearing Offline" function on MSN on my life. But not like disappearing would be good. Maybe just not talking so much. And I should really learn to listen more. I'll probably be getting more practice on that area soon enough. Sigh, I'm such an anti-social person. What in the world is wrong with me! >:@ I'm going to kick me >:@
Btw, I'm just thinking. I'm alright. Not falling apart. Not yet and don't intend to and hope I won't! Going to keep it strong and move along. God, help me.
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