With heart

I'm in an absolutely foul mood so much so that I can actually self-destruct right here, right now. Ugh. The technician I spoke to had an expression of shock as he saw the condition my Mac was in. He told me he'll have to send it to his HQ then they would probabbly have to send it to Apple. But the thing is that Apple may not get it fixed for me, which means I have to pay for either the repairs or a new mac. I didn't do anything to my mac so I don't really see why I have to pay for the damages but I guess I'll pay for it considering it is my mac. But it sucks. Firstly, it's not my money. Secondly, it's not my fault. Thirdly, I think my dad is facing enough stress and doesn't need anymore of this nonsense. I feel like I let the family down again. Okay, I know this totally sounds super dramatic but it's true. Ugh. What am I doing with this disgustingly sad life of mine. Nothing.

Dear God, You know what I need and You promised to fulfill all my needs. Please help, please. Thanks.

So, is this all to my already very sad day/ life?

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Well this is the end of my very upsetting post though )':