With heart

So, deal or no deal? Well, the answer is no deal. I talked to a few people and got my head sorted out. I guess, sometimes even when a good opportunity comes knocking on your door, it does not necessarily mean that you've to take it. I believe that as I continue walking closely with God, He'll give me more and maybe even greater opportunities. This probably just came at the wrong time. Once again, it hit me how 2010 is pretty much packed with activities running throughout the year above my other commitments such as Youth and school. Haha, but not like it's bad (I hope)!

Anyway, I called Ziggy and told him I didn't want to apply for the internship. Thankfully he was cool with it. Also, thankfully my parents were cool with me not taking that chance to go overseas. Today I spent my time thinking about how scary the future is and how I have no definite plans for the future. Isn't that lovely? The future seems so big and uncertain to even begin to dream. I guess this is what happens when you've decided to take life one day at a time. Maybe cause I lack drive. Maybe cause I've no guts. Maybe cause I have decided to have faith in the plans God has for me.

So that is pretty much the majority of my day. Going to end it with Beauty & The Beast again. Results are out this Friday! :O :S :/

And... heehee (: