With heart

I think I forgot how dramatic my life can be. Woe. First day back at school was not that bad neither was it good. Something feels different. Tired though. Mad tired. I'm glad I went to stop by CC to meet Iffah and chit-chat. Needed that a lot. Miss her being around. Miss Mel being around. Ah, life.

Went by the Frisbee booth as well. And I have to admit, I do miss the team and the sport. But I don't think I may go back due to time constraints. I don't know. NPU also sort of reminds me of things that I don't want to be involved in and it kind of turns me off a bit. As much as most of it is settled (I think). Wahlau, Alfred said something and it makes me want to cry :'(

I don't know, I feel so old, introverted and anti-social. Am I doing something wrong? I somehow feel like I missing out a lot in my life by not taking risks, chances or being young or something like that. Like you and how we could be so much more?
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