With heart

Lesson learnt today is that I am not responsible for anyone's relationship with God except for mine. Maybe I need to be more firm in enforcing this (if it even can be enforced). Okay, well, not more firm but more aware that as much as I would like to deny it, there's really nothing I can do in some instances. I won't always be around to sound you/ anyone out. I won't always be there to give advice. I won't always be able to give good advice. So form your own convictions and live by it. I'm not you. I can never decide in any way how you should live your life. At the end of the day, we are all just accountable to God.

And yes, I don't like having people whom I am no close to or sometimes, even those I'm closer to touching me. It's my pet peeve. I'm just uncomfortable with people touching me or being in an extremely close proximity to me for a period of time. Hence, no massages and no crowded trains or lifts unless absolutely necessary.

I think I've been home (hence anti-social) too much. I can't even string together proper sentences without pausing. It's like I'm constantly drunk on alcohol, slurring my way through conversations and life. What's up with that? I need school and to start speaking properly.