With heart

"You're the sky that I fell through"
- Owl City, If My Heart Was A House

I miss talking to you. But I wonder if you feel the same way too. Maybe not. You couldn't even be bothered to apologize. I remember once you sent me an email to tell me how much you liked the "changed" you and would try to keep it that way. I guess it was a good idea that you said try. It was my fault for having expectations that were to high. Yet somehow I still feel that maybe you weren't really trying. If only you realized that it was to start from you loving who you are and stop living to please other people therefore compromising your character then you'll be happy. Your inside has to be settled before you can more to the outside.

Like Tim Elmore said, many people strive to make good their 10% tip of the ice berg, which represents skill, cause it's what other people see, but it's the 90% of submerged portions of the ice berg, which represents character, that does the most impact.

Side-note: I feel extremely tired even sleeping for 10 hours.
Rant: I want to watch 51. I want to watch 51 with you. But don't think you want it too.