With heart

Talk about bad. This is bad. I feel sick to the stomach that there's only 1 day left. I realized that all these feelings and emotions hit the hardest when I'm alone. I don't know what is important anymore. I know desperately clinging on to God is and that's the only thing left that I can do. With God, I know I will be able to rise above the situation. But this will be a battle. Oh wait, this is already the battle. This reminds me of Youth Camp in 2008.

"You have counted the costs when you decided from that day to cross the line for me. Remember that day. Remember my faithfulness. Remember my love. Remember me."

I will.