Stupidity at its best

1. I still sit here afraid that one day, you'll totally walk out of my life. This is so dumb because having absolutely no form of communication between us goes to show that I don't have to be afraid anymore since you already walked out without looking back. Just so you know, I still miss you being around.
2. I don't want to go and mingle tonight. Imagine that feeling two folds when tomorrow rolls about.
3. A cold numbing sensation through the heart and a blur in the mind. I seem to find a black hole pitted in me that stops me from going any further than my on the surface conversations. I don't dare go any further cause I don't know how much darker and deeper it'll be. Probably afraid of how people might think of me. Totally dislike this feeling of insecurity washing over me.
4. I should start thinking normally and stop having any hopes for anything else to happen. I mean, honestly speaking, I don't have enough confidence in myself to believe in a thing with such great magnitude.

"Did you get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way"
- Train, Drops Of Jupiter