Safe in a crazy world

In desperation, I tried to call you on your house and cell. Then I realized damn it, you're not in Singapore anymore. It's not as easy. To be able to reach you, I need to make sure it's the right time over there. And it sucked. I really want you to be here. At least I know it's reaching the 6 month mark soon. 2 years, isn't that long right? Hold on till then. Miss you a lot Mel.

This morning I'm feeling better as compared to last night. Still quite dazed about the incident I guess. Spoke to a few people about it, got reassured. But nothing was better than when I sat down and worshiped and rested in God's presence. And it made me realized, I have found my safe haven, in Christ alone. All my burdens, sadness was lifted up from me and He took away that weight. It's amazing what God can do for you and how faithful He is to me, how much He loves me. And it makes me want to love Him even more. All I want to do is to stay, in His presence, makes me feel at peace and comforted. What a delight and joy to be here. I want to stay here, always. To have a deeper and stronger relationship and hunger for You. It's more difficult as I get busier and more tired. But Lord, help me remember what is #1 in my life, my first love. But the problem is still left unsolved. What to do?

My greatest delight would be that upon reaching heaven, seeing my heavenly Father, He would say, "This is my daughter, in whom I'm well-pleased."

"We look to Yahweh, Yahweh
Forever Yahweh, Yahweh"
- Hillsong, Faith + Hope + Love - Yahweh

Oh my goodness. I realized this week is going to be quite crazy. God keep me strong and help me with Your strength. Thanks (: