With heart

Since the start of Year 2, I've been waking up to every morning feeling like I'm in a place I don't deserve to be in. I feel crappy about myself and the worst part of it all is that I allow my low self-image overwhelm me. As much as I try to make myself believe that it'll be okay as I head to sleep and wake up the next morning or it'll be alright when I get high, it's been difficult and not really true. Kidding yourself not only doesn't solve the issue at hand but sometimes, you'll fall twice as hard.

As I was about to leave the house, I stared right into the mirror and look directly into my eyes and it hit me. In order to start respecting others, I must first learn to respect myself. In order to start loving others, I must first learn to love myself. Not more than I love God but through God, loving me. Because one can't give out of an empty heart. Reason being, there's nothing to give.

This is my lesson. I must learn to respect and love myself. God would want that too. Not to let my insecurities write my life but let His love do the writing.

Thanks for reading this morning's post (: