Empty me

There's a silent divide we can't avoid. I need to bail out. Be invisible, not talk to anyone, think straight, run away. I don't know. I don't know. I hear a small voice telling me, "Give up." Maybe I should. Yet I'm conflicted when I remember all the other people I'm letting down. It's only Week 3.

What to do? What to do?

"Turn your eyes upon Jesus
Look full in His wonderful face
And the things on earth will grow strangely dim
In the light of His glory and grace"
- Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus